THINGS CAN CHANGE A LOT... FOR THE BETTER<3
Posted October 17, 2013 by Jade Sparks
I ended up finding deadly spiders and things in what would have been my future backyard. That was strike one. After I moved a few things in, I realized something else. Constant noise, constant yelling. Strike two. Quite a few of my lovely fans know that when it comes to the people that I like... they’ve gotta be chill and down to earth. Strike three? Well... I can take a lot of BS, I can be tough as nails but when it comes down to someone just lying about everything and being a toxic person to be around... I can’t do that stuff hahaha
Moved everything right on back to my house. Lo and behold, the good part of my wardrobe that I saved after donating almost all of the clothes I owned was completely gone. The culprit? A family member, ya know... A blood related person threw out just about all of my camming clothes and all of my clothes for school. I was rather angry at first but then again, I haven’t actually bought new everyday clothes for years and I was always busting out my sewing machine to fix everything.
Maybe, just maybe... All of this had to happen so I would actually put myself first for the first time in my life. I sat down and made a list of things I’ve put off for other people’s benefit. What was on the list? My life.
I am making a stand, I am putting myself first from this point on, and I am going to be camming full time after we settle into a new place. I have dreams and I’ll be damned if they sit on the sidelines while I wish I had the strength to reach them.